| Location | Callander |
| Age | 1 month, 13 days |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 31/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 14/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 4,712 since 11/10/2008 |
| Creator |
Thanks to everone who has lite a candle for our perfect girl chloe.
Chloe is our beautiful baby girl. She was born on 31st march this year weighing a healthy seven
pounds four onces!I had to get emergancy c section as the midwife thought she could hear something
wrong with her heart so when she came out she was not breathing but when they waffed some oxygen in
front of her she started to breath fine! they checked her over and said everything was fine, she
must of just been stressed! I was kept in hospital for two nights because i had a section and on the
third day we were getting ready to come home! we were so excited! hubby came in to get us, i had her
coming home outfit laid out ready to put on chloe! She was getting her anti-natal checkes done when
they sent a woman up with a scan machine!!!!!! they wouldnt tell us anything!!! they just said we
THINK something is wrong!!!! as the woman was doing the scan on her heart we kept asking is there
anything wrong, but she would not answer us! then she said i see a hole in her heart but not sure if
anything else! she left not telling us any more. a nurse came in and said we need to take chloe to
icu and you two can go home!?!?!?! I had to argue with her for half hour, i was never leaving my wee
princess! she eventually gave us a room. we took chloe to icu,looking around was tiny wee babies all
premature. chloe looked so big and so well you would never know anything was wrong with her! The
next day a consultant told us he thinks she has truncus arterious(missing valve and hole in heart)
and we were getting sent to yorkhill! I couldnt beleive it, i could tell by the consultants face it
was really bad! A special baby ambulance came to take chloe to yorkhill we were not allowed to
travel with her so we had to follow ambulance. That was the worst journey of my life, i was so
scared in case the blue lights came on or if something happed to her and i wasnt there with here!!!
When we arrived at yh they had chloe in a cot with a couple of wires on her! we had to put her in a
pram(first time in pram)and take her down to get scaned and a trace done. we then had to meet with a
heart consultant he told us it was a condition called de george she had and that caused the heart
problem called truncuse arteriose! He wanted to leave the surgery till chloe reached a week old so
she was a wee bit bigger. She was doing really well we even got home for the first time for four
days, that was amazing!! They seen how strong she was so they left the surgery till she reached a
month old. we got home again for a week and on the sunday we had to go back in to prepare for the
surgery the next day. I was dreading it! The night she had to get a line put in her wrist and the
girl doctor doing this was terrible,she had her poor we hand in an ocward position and had the
needle going in and out! Chloe went blue and i was crying, i wanted to tell her to stop! she had a
big bandage on her wee hand and a drip attached. i just wish i could of ran away with chloe then to
take her away from all this! The three of us all had a nice night that night, trying not to think
too much about thye surgery, she slept on her daddys chest that night as we didnt want to put her
down! The next morning we were dreading the nurse coming in to take us to anethitist room, we didnt
want to let chloe go!I had to put chloe in a surgery gown,this was so so horrible to do! i just wish
it was me having it done instead of her!!! The nurse came in about half nine and we all took chloe
down to get anititised! when we arrived there john kisses her and i went into anethitised room with
her where they injected the stuff that put her to sleep into the line in her hand. I was hysterical!
She started to cry when the stuff went in, i never expected this i tought she would just fall asleep
straight away! I kisses her on her wee lips as i was removed from the room! that was so so hard to
do!Her surgery was supposed to be 7 hours but she was in surgery for 17 hours and had to be put on
to a heart and lung bypass machine(ecmo) after two weeks she managed to come off the machine so we
were so so happy!!! But when the nite doctor came he decided to put a new line in her that should of
only took ten min but he was trying for two hours and it was then she passed away!! They said that
it was the handaling of her when he was trying to put the line in that caused her to pass away!!
Chloe passed away when she was six weeks and two days old! Still cant believe shes not here! She is
a perfect baby that i miss so so much every day! She had the most gorgeouse dark hair and she loved
to sleep either on the top of your shoulders or on the front of your chest! Even when she was on the
heart and lung machine she used to react to our voices and even opened her eyes a few times while on
the machine. She was the most perfect gorgeouse baby we could of ever wished for! We miss her so so
much every second of every day!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Where did our life go
What happened to all our plans
Where did that first smile go,
That first 'dada'
That first 'mama'
That first fabulous tooth ?
What happened to that first day of school
Those scraped knees i was gonna kiss better
That first school photo
What happened to that first ' I love you '
That first gappy grin ?
Who stole the insolent teenager who would
Exasperate us, wear us out and make us proud
Where did her wedding day go
And her husband
And their beautiful children ?
In a missed heartbeat
We were robbed of all of this
Of our girl and her beautiful treasured life .
God took you in his loving arms “He saw you needed rest,” His garden must be beautiful For he
only takes the best....
we miss you so so much our perfect wee princess x x x
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Two angels together
Play nicely with the angels Chloe - really hope you find my baby girl also called Chloe up there and play together nicely. Only one day between you little angels xxxx
Please Don't Cry
Publisher:Dawn Glenton
Please don't sit round my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
What makes you think that I would leave?
I'm with you mum, so please don't grieve.
Our bond on earth was much too strong,
Our love will carry on and on...
I'm with you as you go to bed,
I plant sweet kisses on your head.
I'm in the wind, the rain, the snow,
I'm with you everywhere you go.
Please don't cry mummy, can't you see?
I'm safe my spirit soars, I'm free.
SPECIAL STAR
When you feel lonely, when the person you love passes away,
Look to the night sky after a clear day.
The star that to you, appears to be bright,
Will be your loved one...looking upon you during the night.
The lights of Heaven are what shows through
As your loved one watches all that you do.
When you feel lonely for the one that you love,
Look to the Heavens in the night sky above.
GOD,
*.*.*.OPENED
* ...*.*. THE WINDOWS
* * .* *.*.*.* OF HEAVEN.
.*) .*) *.*.*LOOKED AT ME
. (... *.*.*.**.*.*.*AND ASKED,
..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
* ....(...) * . * . * .* *PRAYER
* .*.. *....* (...) * .*FOR
.. *..(...). *....* .*TODAY?
.* ... *.... * *. * . * .**I
. * . * . . * . *.*. * . **ANSWERED:
__00000___00000 *.*. * .* .*GOD
_0000000_0000000. * . * .*TAKE
_0000 OOOO 00000. * . * .*CARE
__0000000000000 * . ** .*OF THE
___00000000000 * . *. * . * .*PERSON
_____0000000 * . *. * . ** *.*THAT
_______000 * . *. * * * .*.*IS
________0* . * .. ** .. * .*.*READING
. * .. ** .. * . * . * .* . *.*THIS
. * . (.. *** /) * .*.*MESSAGE
* . * ( ..(_)/ ) * * .BECAUSE
* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
* . * . /___.. * . .* .*SO
. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
NITE NITE
SWEET DREAMS
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Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
MY ANGEL
♥ ♥ ♥
I have my very own angel,
How lucky can I be,
If you could see my angel,
Im sure you would agree
♥ ♥ ♥
Her beauty is beyond belief
A smile could light a night sky
But before my angel could grow wings
My angel had to die
♥ ♥ ♥
So now my angel lives in side me
I take her every where
I dream my angel visits me
& tells me she is always there
♥ ♥ ♥
So I am a lucky person
I have a an angel in my heart
But everyday i wish we didnt have to part
♥ ♥ ♥
Copyright Amanda Baird 2009.
ჱܓHeaven`s Little Princess ჱܓ
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……..*..lovel…*
…..*..lovelovelo…* ***♥♥ Heaven`s Princess ♥♥
…*..lovelovelove….*
..*.lovelovelovelove…*…………….*….*
.*..lovelovelovelovelo…*………*..lovel….*
*..lovelovelovelovelove…*….*…lovelovel...*
*.. lovelovelovelovelove…*….*…lovelovelo.*
.*..lovelovelovelovelove…*..*…lovelove.....*
..*…lovelovelovelovelove..*…lovelovelo...*
…*….lovelovelolovelovelovelovelovelo…*
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……..*….lovelovelovelovelovelo…*
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You are mammy`s little princess
But you’re in heaven now
She dream`s that she could hold you
And wish`s she knew how
ჱܓ
You will always be your mammy`s princess
She’ll always keep you in her heart
Until some day she see`s you
Then you`s won’t be apart
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So be happy little princess
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till you meet again
She will send you all her love
ჱܓ
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ჱܓBestest" Angel Hugsჱܓ
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I'm just a little Angel
Sent from up above
To help guide you and protect you
And give you lots of love.
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On those days when you feel lonely
Kinda sad and blue
You'll feel my little Angel wings
Tenderly enfolding you.
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I'm just a little Angel
Come down from Heaven above
Who will always and forever
Give you my "Bestest" Angel Hugs.
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ჱܓGoodnight Godbless Chloe ჱܓ
ჱܓSweetdreams Baby Angel ჱܓ
ჱܓLove Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy) xXxXxჱܓ
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
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